Surely you can do better than this, Lew.  Why not face up to the questions you have not answered concerning your basic assumptions of man's rationality and neutrality?  Your whole system of thought is built upon a foundation of sand.  I understand that you are unwilling to contemplate abandoning the only 'security' you have, even though it is obviously a false one.  This is why you must seek the Lord and a sure foundation - then you will release your grip on the cherished lies you hold so dear.